Been wondering about my future lately.

There are times at three in the morning where I just lie on my bed, and wonder about what the future holds for me. I know it's nothing much to go on, since I'm young and there's still so many years ahead of me. Plus I'm not one of those psychics that can read your future just by looking at your palm. Or that guy from Heroes who can stop time and look into the future. I'm none of those. So it doesn't help me, when I'm trying to project my somewhat future. I find that it's much harder when you don't have super-psychic abilities.

But it does keep me wondering. What kind of person am I going to be twenty years from now?

Am I going to be one of those middle aged people who never tend to have the tendency to smile or laugh at a joke? (I just personally find it really awkward when I'm on the lift cracking a joke, trying to minimize the awkwardness, and they just never seem to find it funny and give me the whole tight-lipped, long stare as if to say, "You think you're funny, huh? You teenagers just think you know everything, huh?") Am I going to live life to the full? Or am I going to be one of those people who never seem to have enough and always complain about their job?

But then again, I can never imagine myself as an adult. And for now, I will just live like a normal teenager, and try to not crack as many jokes as I do with middle aged people. ;)